..........................ADEMA........................

[xxaylinx]

Blow It Away
Everyday i think about what you did
Livin' life ain't much with all the shit
Cause i'm going insane with all of it
You keep driving me crazy
Always crazy, you're gonna drive me crazy
You're gonna wake up one day dead inside
Cause your alone, not in my life

I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?

All my life has always been like this
Taking shit and i can't deal with this selfish bitch that's always full of it
You keep driving me crazy
Always crazy, you're gonna drive me crazy
You're gonna wake up one day dead inside
Cause your alone, not in my life

I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight
And i blow it away

You want me to be like you
[repeat]

No

I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight
And i blow it away
I think about you sometimes
And wanna kill you
You disrespected my pride
How could you do this?
I'm going crazy tonight
And i blow it away



Everyone
I'm sick of the excuses that you want me to believe
I've been understanding, givin' everything you need
Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you, i'm done with you

Would there be a difference if i followed what you say?
Taken from my mind and i can't seem to get away
Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see
I'm done with you, i'm done with you

Everyone is the same
Quick to point the blame
All i know is that life is a struggle
Why, i can't seem to escape all the games that you play
All i know is that life is a struggle

Sorry, i'm angry, i've fallen from everything
Why am i so angry inside my head
Life's all the same, it's gonna change,
I'm not ashamed to live my life

Everyone is the same
Quick to point the blame
All i know is that life is a struggle
Why, i can't seem to escape all the games that you play
All i know is that life is a struggle
[repeat]

Why am i so angry inside my head
Life's all the same, it's gonna change, i'm not ashamed




Giving In
Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and i am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you

Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you

(Oh fuck)

I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks 'till i'm myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in, no!

Take me under
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all this pain)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight

I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you





Skin
Days will come that make no sense
My present situation makes me think too much, too much
It all revolves around you
This life that I'm living is nothing without you

I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this

This problem here is my fault
It's not that I don't care but I'm so lost

I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this

Why

Now you (rip me apart) see why
(Now you see why)
Don't fuck with feelings inside
Who you lying to? Will I survive?
I like what you put my through, 'cause I feel almost alive (Almost alive)

I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this
I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you)
What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do)
I will always love you, but I can't live like this





Unstable
I wanted to know who you really are
I needed the chance to stitch up my scars
I'm closer to you then i was in the start
Come dive right in and tear me apart

I'm trapped and we can't get along
I thought that i was strong
We are so unstable
In bed i'm strung out from your touch
But i won't give you up
We are so unstable

I wanted to learn about the dark side of you
You bring me down like a bottle of pills
I hate the way that you make me feel
I keep coming back i never get killed




Freaking Out
I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me cause i wasn't wanted
I was so different from the rest of them all
Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed
And i never got no sleep
Cause i kept on trippin' over what they said
And everything that my mom said made me mad
And everything that my dad said made me sad

Why am i even trying?
I'm crying out, i'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round, i've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

You keep shootin' those glances
Relating to the rawness, of a fuckin lost kid
Trying so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me
You keep trippin' on everything i wear, every time i swear
Even when it comes to my hair
It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dumb fool in your life

Why am i even trying?
I'm crying out, i'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round, i've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm trippin' out, i'm trippin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

Now do you trip?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you trip?
Why are you tripping on me?

I was so much an outcast
Find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
No ever liked me
I can't find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can't seem to find a way to make it right

Why am i even trying?
I'm crying out, i'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinning round, spinning round, i've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm trippin' out, i'm trippin' out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I'm crying out, i'm crying out, i'm crying out, freaking out
Coming down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out